I really love Julie but I also really hate her cuz I feel hurt by her. I want to talk to her and I would but I'm too afraid that I'll physically hit her or something. My temper has run really short with Julie but I still could be so sweet and loving. Its a matter of whether or not I want to take the risk of getting involved with a person who won't give back to be and leave me feeling the way I did before. I have temper problems and I don't want to hurt anyone and ruin my life or something. My decision for now is just to leave her alone and not say anything regardless of all the sweet smiles she gives me even though its killing me not to get involved. I'll just have to get over her I guess.